Hi I’m Maura, I celebrated 12 years of recovery last February. I lost my husband when I was 22 from a heroin overdose and then my only child, November 7th, 2021, 20 years to the day from fentanyl poisoning. Through the worst experience of my entire life, I didn’t need to pick up, I feel my feelings, no matter how painful they are, I know if I use, I die. It’s so different now as opposed to then, there is no such thing as casual use. Anytime you buy any drug, the chances of it having fentanyl in it is horrifically high. It’s literally Russian roulette, life or death.